A picture speaks a thousand words

This is my brother and i. we are at 'Cherating Steak House'and this picture is taken at the corner of the restaurant. he had spiky hair and he is wearing a white t-shirt. he also had ths big grin plastered on his face when he smile and a set of teeth in good order. His skin tone is a bit darker than me. He is taller than me but in medium height for any ordinary guy in malaysia. He wears his favourite guess jeans. Oh before i almost forgot his name is Mohd Fairuz. He is 25 and he is a part time tutor in UM and is currently furthering his study for Master in chemistry..this picture is taken by my his best friend Imran...

a living curse

stop...
stop staring at me..
stop whispering about me..
stop everything about me..
i can see and i can hear..
for i am human too..

the smile on my face..
the mask that i've put on..
are you happy??
are you satisfied??

look at the sky..
look at them other..
look at me..
i am like a walking trophy..
not a mere mortal..

reaching over to connect..
to be one..
to feel like i am me..
but as i grasp..
they disappear leaving actor to please me..

laugh, shout or scream
dont bow, salut or even dream to be me
this gift is nothing but a curse
i dont want to dream
i want to breath..
and live like you..
for i am me

Beast

Mother..
if you can hear me..
then forgive me..
because beauty had betrayed me..
as i had betrayed her..

Mother..
i had succumbed to the enemy..
i had fail to protect her..
i had neglect your warning..

Mother..
no longer can i play with her..
She was no longer clear..
but as black as her hatred with fear..
Because i had poison her

Mother..
she was almost lost now..
her visciousness was like a curse..
that she attack us and suck the land..
leave us in fear while laughing out loud

only her pictured remain..
to remind me
of what was once before
the beauty of the sea..

Beauty

My son..
open your eyes and see..
lavish the beauty that will last..
the cystral clear water..
the breath of fresh air..

My son..
there are enemy of the beauty..
the one that kills it softly..
they drop poison onto it..
kiling the beauty softly..

My son..
the enemy are every where
they hide in oneself..
like a devil that sneak slowly..
they throw..they steal..they spill..
they kill the beauty..

My son..
beauty is hurt..
beauty is dying..
let us help her..
by stopping the enemy..

Take Time

Take time to realize..
That you and me
need to be wise..
to move on in our live..

i am what i am..
i do what i want..
i know what i want..
that she is all that i ever wanted..

Take time to realize..
that we are not meant to be together..
as we need to realize..
that the feeling is never there..

Open Up For Me..

a picture..
screamed loud and clear..
of a story which one could never hear..
but see with our eyes crystal clear..
but sometimes decieved us..
and leaves us in tear..

show me love..
leave your fear..

she is not for you..
as he is not for me..

dance with me..
feel the beat..
rise from the heat..
and swing with me..

forget the past..
build the future..
and see me know as i see you forever..

Heaven on Earth

i would sit there for hours..
just to wacth him..
he swept me off my feet with cold soft kissess blowing on my skin.
he breath of salty air..
which reminds me about home..

he roars as he crash himself onto the floor..
heave himself down with a waving flow..
full of passion and sound..
which is the music of mylife..

like a hopeless romantic fool..
i look at my love..
the only place where i can find peace..

sometimes i would join to reunite with him..
which can drown me..
so full with adoration..
it made me shiver with excitment as he spalsh onto me..

he would hear me..
he would watch me..
he would always be there..

if heaven is on earth..
i know it'll be him..