a living curse

stop...
stop staring at me..
stop whispering about me..
stop everything about me..
i can see and i can hear..
for i am human too..

the smile on my face..
the mask that i've put on..
are you happy??
are you satisfied??

look at the sky..
look at them other..
look at me..
i am like a walking trophy..
not a mere mortal..

reaching over to connect..
to be one..
to feel like i am me..
but as i grasp..
they disappear leaving actor to please me..

laugh, shout or scream
dont bow, salut or even dream to be me
this gift is nothing but a curse
i dont want to dream
i want to breath..
and live like you..
for i am me